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P.S. This space has been made 80% public/20% locked w.e.f. 9th May 2008.

Alright, the deed is done.

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Greetings! Currently waiting for ETHQ to come over & since it's raining cats and dogs she has to wait for her dad to send her here. I can't wait for my Lorong9 Beef Kuay Teow & dope Tauhuay!! Went to meet up with Jilleh just now at Cityhall. Caught up with her on school & the works.. had 'life-ruining' Jco. donuts & bbt (strawberry red tea, all the way!). Plan is to study for mid-sems later on, have to study, must study, will study? Errr, ok goodbye for now. :D 

Might be changing this space soon. Wordpress maybe?

BLM1003: Legal Systems & Methods 1 - Court Visit 

Hooray! Am extremely excited. Can't wait, can't wait!! 






Freedom of speech, possesive bitch, genocide of race. 
Yah ok, point form noted. KIV ALY. Aim & fire lol.

"what's teenage love? it's staying up late for each other and in class the next day. it's passing each other between classes and stopping to say hi, but ending up running to your next class right before the bell rings. it's going to the mall, wandering around hand in hand, with a silence that's comfortable. it's watching a movie in the theaters with his arm slowly creeping onto your shoulders, and you resting your head in his arms. it's walking around at night for no reason at all; his chest, her head, looking at the stars. it's uncertainty of how long it will last, a risk you're willing to take, even if it means you'll have a broken heart. it's not yet true love, not like, nor lust, nor infatuation. it's teenage love; here to stay, here to and never go away."

Ok. Total damage done today is horrible. Fucking hell, my atm went from $120 (+/-) to now $11. How fucking pathetic. & that's excluding the $30 cash in my wallet.. Which is pretty much empty now btw. Nvm nvm, all's good! I finally got my backpack!! Best buy of the day, thx Elena. &&&&& tons of shit from Watsons, mum's Topshop pointelle top, my pumps from URS (like finally)!! Can't rmb what else. All I know is I'm freaking tired from walking all over town. OHYA SHU UEMERA (spelling?) EYELASH CURLER. It's damn good, I swear by it. Go buy, the $24 is good investment! Elena got Mat Lumiere from Chanel, totally unfair. *sulks* Ohya, Darryl came to meet us halfway & he was damn nice cuz he helped us carry shopping bags. Lol. Elena also bought a $68 cleansing oil from shu uemera, wtf man all hail cosmetics queen alr. ANYWAY HIGHLIGHT OF THIS POST IS I FOUND *** FRIENDSTER. Apparently Darryl knows him all along so like wtf I should have asked earlier.. ): Nice time catching up w him over Korean food & damn expensive vegetarian food (darryl lol) at Taka's basement. What else.. Mid sem test is like starting on Monday!! Dammit. But I'm kinda psyched, to see how I'll fair. So yah, I hope I don't do so bad. Errrrrrrrrr. K ntk else can go die alr. To add or not to add, that is the qn. LOL. Diet plan ain't going that well.. I had a hot fudge sundae today. Dammit. Oh & I've been owning Mark at the memory game!! Hoooooraaaaaaa. Takedown max. :D

I wna get my lappie like now now now so that Benjamin can lend me Dota & CS then I can play and pawn them all!!!! Muahahaa. Take that, for laughing at me when I got killed within 5secs of being in sight by my opponent. -.- Hey, it was only my 2nd try ok!!! Grrrrrrr. More bizpark CS sessions soon on Mark's lappie yes? :D Anyw, aside from that.. I also wna replace Jill (my 4yr old Ipod Mini 1st gen lolololol) as well as this crappy hell of a desktop that doesn't allow me to load korean shoe/bag spree pages. Darn it. & I've also decided (since 2007, haha!!) that my new Itouch/lappie will be named Gabe/Brent repectively or vice versa. Yes, cool max I know. Damn exciting!! Then I will decorate them both in clothes (stickers/garskins) & have thinspo pics all over the bg!! How cool omgzxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Also, great news! I've got 19/20 for my OB test. How coolzxx. My first test ever ok. Yes, I own!! Ok no, Andy got full marks. Fuccccccck. Nehmind, I try harder next time. Coolshitzooooo. Uhm, what else? Ok, What happens in Vegas w ETHQ this Thur. Errrrrrrrrr yah ok. Town glorious town, I miss you. ): Teeeeehe. I also miss the tmwa person, the korean looking, the.. Ok I stop now. So yah, love love love love. Ok fuck, I know I'm boring. Kbye. Go lj hop to some other shitzx.

I have officially reached rock-bottom. My day was stupid & pretty much fucked up. If Brian or Denise weren't there today to talk to me or crack (lame) jokes, I seriously think I would have fallen into depression within a day (yay record breaking). I was alright in the earlier half of the day & enjoyed lunch at Design canteen with the classmates. & also cuz *ahem* was sitting directly in front of.. Yeah, ok whatever. Then suddenly when my chicken cutlet came I lost my appetite & began pushing the chicken around the plate. Fuck man. Went to the library to supposedly do OB project but Brian ended up showing me people on friendster & we got distracted so like, tadah no OB done. Lol. My life circled downhill during LSM cuz I realised how much I didn't fucking know about the whole subject. Legislative, preamble, constitution, intepretation act.. Everything just flew over my head like idk what. & when it came to the part where Mr Vinod said the Rule of Court (how to go to court) consisted of 750 pages.. I practically repeated out loud over & over again to Brian 'omfg I think I just died.' Yah, great. The idea of getting a Diploma plus is like zilch/zero/fucked cuz I know it's impossible. & another bubble burst when Ms Lim told us only 1 student from the law diploma gets to go to a local uni. Fuck, how the hell did I land myself in this situation? Someone please explain to me.

On a lighter note. I couldn't care less.. My heart didn't skip a beat nor did my mind black out. This can only mean one thing of which I'm extremely proud of.. After 2mths(?), sweet. I am happy for myself.

Have lost my appetite. Which is also a good thing cuz then the diet plan would totally work out & my hair is growing once again but will go for a haircut soon to neaten things up there. Oh did I say I watched Made of Honour with Mum ytd? Movie's great, heart warming & sweet all at the same time. Content would rly teach guys a lesson.. Ha, what am I talking about. Only happens in movies so quit dreaming already. We went baby clothes shopping too. Everyone should rly do that sometime cuz it's rly fun. Lol. Tmr OB lecture from 10-12 & mum's friend's baby's 1yr bday so food food glorious food (there goes the diet plan once again). Till then, stay cool don't drink & drive! (funny how my mood went from bad to ok within a single lj post)

Sorry, am a quote whore. Esp those of Shakespeare's.. Damn, I miss Macbeth so much.

"Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,"
- Sonnet 116

"For there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so." 
- Hamlet

"Life's but a walking shadow; a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."
- Macbeth

I can't listen to my favorite songs anymore,
Because each drum beat is a massacre,
Each keystroke is a regret,
& each chord is a memory of you.



So here's an update. School has been crazy cuz of two reasons. One of which is that there's so many weird projects to do w all of them having diff group members so you can't rly keep track of who's in your group & who's not which makes it all the more more confusing. & two which is, they all have deadlines which are drawing nearer & nearer day by day (duh) which makes me feel scared but at the same time so lazy to actually hunt down my group members & rally them to start on a project. Dammit, why is poly life so difficult?!

Anyw, back to school.. Today we finally got down to doing freaking CSA. CSA sucks core & srsly should just die cuz it's so stupid when they want us to be all techsavvy & come up w e-learning which so many students don't even get what they are supposed to be doing. Then they have a forum which the teacher selectively chooses who she wants to reply to. Therefore resulting in certain students having their qns unanswered. See? I told you I tend to overanalyse things that doesn't concern me. I told you. Argh, so frustrating.

Digress!! So back to the point on school.. Other then CSA we did some CSI-ing (lol) as well. This part. Is super funny. So I have a classmate who claims she's a model & has a bf who's in NY modelling for A&F. Wtfh? & it gets worse cuz she claims she slapped Zac Efron & is Vanessa Hudgens best friend. LOL. & then! Yes, there's another point.. She even claims she chats w Mariah Carey online on MSN. I think she's delusional. Srsly. Someone help her plz. & practically everyone in my class is bitching about her cuz it's just so stupid. It's so much worse like her having a myspace acc (kelly_baby_girl OMFG?!) where she posts all her modelling pictures that don't even look like her. I would love to link you to a picture reference but can't find one at the moment so will get back to this asap I promise.

Urgh. Grossed out. On a lighter note, saw orientation/ccn guy. *faints* =D Sadly, it was only a less then 5sec glance. Tmr I only have 2hrs MacrEcons lecture since CSA is cancelled. Will be doing OB project after that then town w ETHQ! Hoorah, finally watching a movie. I am a deprived kid, yes I know. & no, dieting has not been successful. Had a chocalate sundae today. =( Need to have strong will power to resist.

On a side note.. join weheartit. & add me!! The ultimate visual orgasm spot. :D

Coolzx. This month's ZoukFlea is so much better then last month's. I managed to snag a dress (a steal at fifteen only!!), a bangle (six) & a bag (fifteen as well). Not much but all very good deals ok. So yay, I'm happy once again. Saw a few tp ppl.. & eyecandys (esp purple hat guy). LOL, moving on.. Oh & pretty hot babes as well w rly good complexion & sense of style (I loike). I saw this rly rly rly nice Loewe bag for sale as well. But I saved myself the embarrassment & decided not to ask the price. )= & & &! Polaroids at like freaking seventy buckaroos. Dirt cheap omgz. Was rly tempted to buy the PolaroidOne but.. what's the use when the films are getting disbanned soon. =/ Elena & I went over to Bugis for lunch at some weird place called QQ. I had fried ramen w gravy which suprisingly, tasted quite good! :D Uhm, Haji Lane after that.. Ntk much rly. Even MDS@Loft was a letdown. Walked around Bugis for awhile.. Yadayada. K, 9irlfriends outing tmr at MFM @ Central. Haven't seen those girls in ages. Bye for now.!!

Fuck man. Seriously, I am so sick of getting weird phonecalls with stupid pickup lines like 'hi i know you don't know me but i got your name and number and sch (wtf) from a guy giving out a flyers in town. How are you doing.' & even when I say I don't know who the fuck are you & am not interested he still has the cheek to say 'yeah you are Alyssa Roxanne Seah right? how are you doing?' FUCK?! don't you understand simple English???? Or worst still, 'hi I'm calling from singtel and this is regarding the singapore grand prix and you've been chosen as one of the 20 girls to take part in the competition. only 3 girls will be chosen to be the flag bearer during the race. are you interested?' Fuck man this is getting insane. If I ever find out that motherfucker who was giving out the flyers I'll make sure you won't be able to see the daylight of tmr. & the guy who claims to be working at Fox Vivo last time for the last time ever, I AM NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN GOING FOR CLICK5 CONCERT & I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN WHETHER THEY'VE LOWERED THE TIX PRICES & AM NOT FREE TO 'CHAT ON THE PHONE'. & what kind of stupid name is Mizi??!! OMG. Chaochibye. Diediediediedie!!! Just die ok. -.-!!!

Today is a good day. I am happy.

CCN: 
- saw eyecandy(s) :D
- met up w Lucy!! (like finally)
- socialised (lol)

Vivo: 
- met up w Elena!!
- TS ppl said I gained weight (wtf time to execute a real fool-proof diet plan i.e. bread & water)
- MSS (mid season sale!!) i.e. $150 flew away just like that
- 1st time shopping @ pull&bear i.e. $110 flew away just like that
- lol-est thing ever? saw E's exbf at Banquet. HAHAHHA.

CSC:
- E came along for kid's ministry
- Dad&Mum replaying accident they saw verbally.
- I pray that the guy is ok. Srsly.

Then again, I need to stop shopping. But then again, the buys were all good today. Everything I've been eyeing & yes!! Additional discounts are the best shit ever ok. Can't wait for sch so I can wear new clothes. HAHAH. & can 13th/15th June come quick so I can get my lappie & Ipod touch!! -.- Tmr will be a study day. It must be. If not I can say bye to my Diploma plus.

Today is so not my day. I got bumped at my vajayjay like twice during rugby. Not good.. Ended up going home w extremely bad pain in the tummy. For a moment, I felt like a guy when they get hit in the.. yah you get my drift. So the first was during the game itself & the second time was when I was piggy-backing Joy. Extreme sport ah, like what the vice-captain said. HAHHA!! Ok. My class is rly bitchy, they've been gossiping about a certain someone (I shan't say here). & rly rly mean about it. I never knew they were all so gossipy (?). Cool to the maxxxxx. Tmr CCN day, 1L01 is selling mocktails. Biz sch entrance!! Come support ah siol. Anyw, I is very tired cuz I is sick w flu & fever. Omgz. Tmr will be meeting ETHQ to head down to Vivo to see TS/TM's MSS!! Yay shopping I loike. Ok, whatever ah damn tired alr sia srsly can die. Ok bye.

Haiii! Firstly, thx Elena for informing me it was Mother's Day tmr. Therefore, went to Chanel at Wisma to get my mum the lipstick. Yes, I finally decided on the colour. The SA was rly rly nice & even offered to wrap it up for me in totally cool Chanel monogramed wrapper plus Chanel stickers. & Le Crayon Kohl as well on Monday (it was OOS)!! Also, thx Elena for informing me about the pongpong water recommended by NRWZD for flat hair. Need that desperately. Hahaha.

So.. I shall share w you all my town trip today. It was indeed very.. uhm, fun. Finally met up w her at around 3pm. First stop was the Lime Flea which was super disappointing. Nothing at all that was nice, simply overrated. Headed to Heeren to check out my Cheap Mondays which was SOLD OUT!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr, Elena's cousin bought the last size25. ): Nvm, I will wait for new stocks. Patience is a virtue. Taka for extremely late lunch, I had horrible omelet noodle shit (rip-off srsly) & 2 sticks of chicken balls. Zara to check out the Kate Spade lookalike bag which was beautiful but not practical for school/out/wherever. FEP after that where I got my high-waist skirt from Black Clover!! I was annoyed by the amount of mats at FEP today. Wtf is wrong w them? Making monkey noises & laughing loudly like assholes is not cool/does not make you cool. -.- Wheelock to get Elena's cake for her mum & home! :D

Mum said the Peranakan museum is open tmr w tix at $2 so she wants to go else the tix will be at $6. Hahaha. I guess it'll be fun to learn about my heritage yes/no? Hopefully I'll update w pics for show. Town w mummy after sch on Monday!! Yaaaaaaaay. Can't wait to get my hands on that Chanel eyeliner!!!!! Oh & I might be giving tuition to this p6 kid soon. How cool & I foresee big money little work. HAHAHAH.

( Personal Reminders.. )