

I have officially reached rock-bottom. My day was stupid & pretty much fucked up. If Brian or Denise weren't there today to talk to me or crack (lame) jokes, I seriously think I would have fallen into depression within a day (yay record breaking). I was alright in the earlier half of the day & enjoyed lunch at Design canteen with the classmates. & also cuz *ahem* was sitting directly in front of.. Yeah, ok whatever. Then suddenly when my chicken cutlet came I lost my appetite & began pushing the chicken around the plate. Fuck man. Went to the library to supposedly do OB project but Brian ended up showing me people on friendster & we got distracted so like, tadah no OB done. Lol. My life circled downhill during LSM cuz I realised how much I didn't fucking know about the whole subject. Legislative, preamble, constitution, intepretation act.. Everything just flew over my head like idk what. & when it came to the part where Mr Vinod said the Rule of Court (how to go to court) consisted of 750 pages.. I practically repeated out loud over & over again to Brian 'omfg I think I just died.' Yah, great. The idea of getting a Diploma plus is like zilch/zero/fucked cuz I know it's impossible. & another bubble burst when Ms Lim told us only 1 student from the law diploma gets to go to a local uni. Fuck, how the hell did I land myself in this situation? Someone please explain to me.
On a lighter note. I couldn't care less.. My heart didn't skip a beat nor did my mind black out. This can only mean one thing of which I'm extremely proud of.. After 2mths(?), sweet. I am happy for myself.
Have lost my appetite. Which is also a good thing cuz then the diet plan would totally work out & my hair is growing once again but will go for a haircut soon to neaten things up there. Oh did I say I watched Made of Honour with Mum ytd? Movie's great, heart warming & sweet all at the same time. Content would rly teach guys a lesson.. Ha, what am I talking about. Only happens in movies so quit dreaming already. We went baby clothes shopping too. Everyone should rly do that sometime cuz it's rly fun. Lol. Tmr OB lecture from 10-12 & mum's friend's baby's 1yr bday so food food glorious food (there goes the diet plan once again). Till then, stay cool don't drink & drive! (funny how my mood went from bad to ok within a single lj post)